How do you say good-bye to a..
First love?..(Thanksgiving woulda made the year)
Best friend?..(You taught me so damn much)
And an amazing soul?..(you would light up the darkest night)
You don't..
Each and every day without you Jess teaches
me to be a stronger person..Teaches me to
do my best to one day meet up with you in
the end..It's hard knowing that no..my
Jmac..the one who was always there for
me..the crazy third of the trio..will not come
knocking on my door..begging me to come
party with her and throw all my worries to
the side..
There's so much I want to say to you
Jessica Elaine..So many memories..So many
phone calls..and conversations..good and
bad..We argued constantly..That's what was
so great about it..You hated it when I always
watched over you..Yet, loved it all at the
same time..And now you are watching over
me..When i'm sad..I go get Chicken X..Like,
when you used to do..You hated to see me
sad..So Chicken X solved it all..I've still got
all your letters..All your flowers..Every
card..I even have all the ones I wrote
you..Your mom let me have them to read
each night..
Jessica,
I just want you to know..I Love You..And I
will watch over your family as much as
possible..I will treat your sisters as if they
were my own..And be there for them as much
as i can..I will hold your memories in my
heart forever..And my love..will only grow.
^remember that night? sad when you almost
get kicked out of a girl scout fundraiser for PDA huh? lol
^what bout this one, you drug me straight
from work for this one..I was sicker than
hell and tired as it could get..but we sure did
have fun stealin that grocery cart, and your
ass couldn't stay on that little skateboard
for nothing :)
^we spent sooooo long looking for that damn
dress, but you wanted the perfect one..and
this one couldnt have been more perfect..
^ and this one..well..it speaks for itself..The
Trio will live on forever..
We love you..and miss your crazy ass Jessica
Elaine McLoed..
in my heart forever,
Addict_N_Me
*cHe*
"So won't you smile for me my Texas Angel..It'll be alright"..
You and I couldn't stop playing that song and
all I can do now..Is keep on playing
it..Cause, I know deep down inside..We'll all
be alrite..We gotta be..You're still my Texas
Angel. | 
